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  Pulling into my garage, I close the door behind me before I open my car door and step out. I walk into the house, throwing my purse on my kitchen counter, then take myself to my room. I didn’t eat tonight, and the idea of food this late just makes my stomach ache.

  Walking into my room, I flip the light on as I kick my shoes off. Untying the tie that holds my wrap dress closed, I slip it off of my shoulders and let it fall to the floor.

  “Fucking beautiful,” a deep voice clips.

  I suck in a breath, my eyes going directly to my bed before I let out a sigh. It’s Heath, sitting in my bed, his back against my wrought iron headboard. “Why are you here? How did you get in?” I ask, my voice shaking.

  He smirks, it’s cocky as shit, and I have the urge to kiss the look off of him. Then I have the urge to lick his entire body. I hate that as soon as I see him, all rational thoughts escape me, and my libido completely takes over.

  Heath throws his legs over the side of the bed, planting his feet on the floor, standing tall and begins to walk toward me. He’s wearing blue jeans that hug his thighs and hang perfectly low on his hips. His shirt is tight, and I can see the outline of his abs beneath the soft cotton. His dark hair hangs slightly in his face and his golden flecked eyes almost burn as he closes the distance between us.

  I suck in a breath as he lifts his hand and cups my cheek. “Where have you been?” he asks softly. His eyes aren’t as gentle as his voice, his gaze is hard and focused as he looks down at me.

  “Work,” I breathe.

  He shakes his head once. “Where do you work, Sugar?”

  “An attorney’s office. I’m his secretary,” I exhale.

  Heath shakes his head once, his thumb running along my bottom lip. “Until ten?” he asks.

  I open my mouth slightly, licking his thumb, before sucking it between my lips. Nodding, I place my hand on his lower stomach, moving it beneath his shirt, to feel the warmth of his skin against my palm.

  Heath’s eyes darken, and I almost laugh. Except, the only thing I want to do is take him inside of my mouth. Releasing his thumb, I slowly sink to my knees. I unbutton his jeans, tugging down the zipper before I pull them down his legs, along with his boxers.

  HEATH

  I’m unable to hold the moan in when Kinsley frees my cock. I twist my fingers in the back of her hair, pulling her closer to me. “Suck, Sugar,” I growl.

  Kinsley’s lips twitch in a small smile but she doesn’t do what I demand. “You’re going to tell me what you’re up to, Heath,” she whispers before her tongue snakes out and she licks the head of my dick.

  “Hmmm,” I hum, my fingers tightening in her soft hair.

  She kisses the tip of my cock, her big brown eyes looking up at me from her place on her knees, at my feet, like a fucking goddess. “Why don’t you care if you protect me against pregnancy? You don’t even know me,” she demands. It’s cute as fuck too, the way she thinks she’s getting some kind of complex answer from me.

  “Open your mouth and I’ll tell you,” I grunt.

  Without hesitation she opens her pretty little mouth for me. I sink my cock as far down her throat as I can, closing my eyes as her wet heat envelops me. My entire body trembles, and it takes everything inside of me to open my eyes and talk to her.

  I slowly and shallowly fuck her mouth as I begin to talk to her. “You’re mine. I have never wanted to claim a woman before, Kinsley. I’m claiming you. All of you, Sugar.”

  My breathing turns into panting as I continue to fuck her mouth. Her eyes water but I don’t know if it’s from my words or my dick. I’m so fucking close that I can’t stop. “You’re mine, Kinsley. I’m keeping you, Sugar.”

  My last word comes out on a roar as my come fills her mouth, sliding down her throat. Kinsley’s brown eyes widen, and I watch as she swallows every single drop of my cum, like the absolute perfect woman she is.

  I release her hair, stepping out of my pants, before I take a step back. Lifting my arm, I grab my shirt from between my shoulders and I pull it off tossing it on top of my other clothes.

  “You’re keeping me?” she rasps.

  My eyes snap down to Kinsley, still on her knees. Holding my hand out, palm up, I watch as she slips her hand in my own and I tug her up on her feet.

  “I am.”

  I watch as her face heats, making my cock twitch. “I don’t know what that means, or what to do with that,” she murmurs.

  Reaching out to her, I wrap my hand around her waist and tug her against my chest. Leaning down, I run my nose alongside of her own. “That means, you’re mine, Kinsley. No more working until ten, no more living alone in this postage stamp house. No more having to worry about a damn thing,” I rasp.

  “That’s,” she lifts her hands and presses them against my chest. “That’s crazy, Heath.”

  I chuckle, completely understanding what she means, because it is fucking crazy. “I know,” I smile. “Doesn’t make it less true.”

  “I’m still working,” she grins.

  I shake my head. “You’re moving in with me, and you’re quitting sooner than you think. But I’m not unreasonable. You move in with me, then I’ll take that for now.”

  “This is insane,” she breathes.

  Leaning down, I pick her up and throw her on her bed, crawling up her body. “It’s insane, but it’s fucking happening,” he chuckles.

  Her soft hands cup my cheeks, as I lean down and brush her lips with my own. “It’s happening,” she grins.

  I run my nose alongside of hers, my smile uncontainable. “Fuck yes, Sugar.”

  CHAPTER EIGHT

  KINSLEY

  Heath wraps his fingers around my hips and I think he’s going to slam me down on his cock, but he doesn’t. Instead, he shifts down the bed and yanks me up so that I’m straddling his face.

  Without so much as a word, he pulls my center down on his mouth. His tongue snakes out, licking my entire slit in one languid move. My head drops forward and my eyes meet his golden ones, before his tongue circles my clit.

  I’m unable to sit still, his tongue feels too good against my pussy. Shifting one of my hands, I run my fingers through his hair, and hold onto the top of his head before I grind down against his mouth. He lets out a moan as I circle my hips against him.

  My other hand slides toward my breasts and I pluck one of my nipples, watching as his eyes widen, then ignite. My hips are uncontrollable as pleasure rolls through my entire body at the feel of his tongue.

  “Oh God, Heath. You feel so fucking good,” I moan as my hips jerk above him.

  One of his hands tightens against my hip, the other slides around to grab ahold of my ass. I gasp when I feel his fingers slide between my cheeks. Leaning over, I release my breast and his hair, grabbing ahold of the headboard, just as his finger slides into my ass.

  “Heath,” I whimper as my eyes slide closed.

  His only answer is to flick my clit rapidly while his finger begins to fuck my ass. All words have completely escaped me. I grind against his face, uncaring if he can breathe, or not. He doesn’t need to right now, the only thing I can think about is the climax that is about to own my body.

  My thighs begin to shake, my mouth lets out a sound that isn’t like anything I’ve ever made before. I come, sobbing, and crying out as he continues to fuck my pussy with his tongue, and his finger pumps in and out of my ass.

  I slump over, completely drained and unable to move. “Hold on to that headboard, Sugar. Don’t let go,” he rasps against my thigh before he kisses it.

  I don’t have the heart to tell him that holding onto this headboard is the only way I’m staying semi-upright at this point. He shifts around beneath me, until he’s no longer there and I feel the bed dip behind me. His hands wrap around my hips and he rearranges my body, pulling my legs and hips up, holding me steady.

  The head of his cock rests against my entrance and I shiver. Slowly he enters me, my moan is embarrassingly loud. “Your pussy is so fucking tig
ht, Sugar,” he rasps as one of his hands leaves to touch my clit. I jump from the contact.

  He pulls out of me before he drives back inside, slamming into me with a groan. His fingers begin to stroke my clit, and I let out a whimper, from the contact. Its too much, too soon. I feel a sting before the sound reaches my ears.

  “Take it,” he grunts, slapping my ass a second time. “Close your eyes and relax, Kinsley, just feel,” he rasps.

  HEATH

  Kinsley’s pussy clenches around me, trying to hold my dick inside of her. My eyes slide closed as I begin to pound into her body, slamming my hips against her ass with each down stroke. When I come I bury myself as deep as I can and let my cum pump into her.

  Once I’m empty, I gently slip out of her heat, and lie down on the pillow next to her. “I can’t believe I let that happen again, and that I agreed to what I agreed to,” she mutters.

  I grin, tugging her against my body. “You don’t have much shit here anyway. How long is your lease for?” I ask, completely ignoring her doubts.

  “I’m month-to-month actually. I wasn’t sure if it was all going to work out, and I didn’t want to be stuck,” she explains.

  I nod, running my fingers through her long black hair. “I’ll call Tina, your landlord, tomorrow. Let her know shit has changed.”

  “You will?” she breathes, moving her head to look up at me.

  Dipping my chin, I brush my lips along hers. “Yeah, Sugar. You’re mine now. I meant that. Part of that is me taking care of you,” I explain.

  Her brown eyes round, and I can’t help but smirk. I tug her head back a little more, enjoying the look of surprise on her face. Tasting her mouth, I nip her bottom lip. “Sleep. We both have work tomorrow.”

  “What is it you do exactly,” she asks as I release her hair.

  “Online research biologist,” I explain.

  Her mouth drops open and I can’t help myself, I chuckle. “That seems kind of nerdy,” she mumbles.

  My chuckle turns into a downright laugh. “I am kind of nerdy,” I wink.

  Kinsley shakes her head. “I never met a nerd that looked like you in all of my life, Heath.”

  Wrapping my arms around her, I flip her onto her back and settle my hips between her thighs. “Sugar, you don’t need to worry about any other ones. I’m the only nerd you’re ever going to look at, again, the rest of your life.”

  Her lips tip into a smile. “You’re crazy, you know that?” she giggles.

  I grunt, feeling her wet pussy still sticky with my cum against my dick. Lowering my head, I lick the side of her neck, tasting her slightly sweaty skin. “I know I am, Kinsley,” I rasp against her.

  My hips shift, and I drag my cock through her sticky center. Slipping one hand up her side, I tug on her nipple with my fingers, groaning when her hips lift to rub against me. “Could you cum like this, Sugar. Could you get that sweet little pussy off against my cock like this?” I ask against her skin.

  Her entire body trembles beneath me as her hips continue to roll, doing exactly what I’ve just asked her about. “I think so,” she breathes. “Feels so good, so warm,” she moans.

  “Come all over me, Kinsley. Then I’m going to fill you up again, Sugar,” I growl.

  We don’t get much sleep that night, in fact, I don’t think we actually sleep at all. By the time we’ve worn our bodies out, it’s time for her to get up and get ready for work. She moans and groans the entire time, but I make her coffee and have it ready by the time she’s rushing out the door.

  Pretty soon, she won’t have to rush off anywhere, she’ll be able to laze in bed all day after I’ve kept her up all night. I told her I could wait for that, but I’m not sure how long I really can.

  CHAPTER NINE

  KINSLEY

  I’m exhausted. Not just tired, no, I’m beyond that. Hurrying into the office I’m not surprised that I’m the first person here. For a law firm, it doesn’t seem like anyone really makes a point to be punctual around here.

  Pulling out my side drawer, I let my purse drop inside and close it. I power on my computer and begin to straighten my desk, since I didn’t get a chance to do that last night and didn’t really care too much.

  The front door opens, just as I’m finishing with my desk and my stomach drops as soon as my eyes land on the man who is walking through. It’s my boss, Jordan Walker. His eyes drop down to my chest, before they lift up to my face.

  “Good morning, Kinsley,” he practically purrs.

  I know he’s trying to be sexy, but it’s just plain creepy. I have zero attraction to him, and even if I did, Heath has my body completely sated and worn the hell out. I couldn’t act on anything right now, even if I wanted to.

  “Morning Mr. Walker,” I state, shifting my gaze to my computer as I log into the email system.

  My back stiffens when I feel him walk around my desk and come up behind me. His fingers graze my shoulder and I hold back the shiver of uncomfortable disgust. Then his lips are at my ear before I have time to get away.

  “Tonight, I’m taking you to dinner,” he murmurs.

  Biting the inside of my cheek, I clear my throat. “I’m sorry, Mr. Walker but I’m seeing someone.”

  He clears his throat but doesn’t move away from me. His hand slides down my arm wraps around my ribcage, so high that my breasts touch his forearm. I feel completely trapped and I start to panic.

  “Even better,” he chuckles. “My wife likes to watch. We’ll all have some fun, Kinsley.”

  Only after he’s completely freaked me out, does he finally leave me alone. “I’m too tired for this shit,” I mutter to myself.

  I try to put the gross, and awkward conversation out of my head. I need a new job and I need it like yesterday. Why my boss would think that propositioning me this way was not only appropriate, but desired, I have no freaking clue. No way in hell is anything he’s said ever going to happen.

  Hurrying through my work, I try to stay busy the rest of the day. For lunch, I rush out of the office as quickly as I can and hide at the deli down the street for the entire hour.

  Reluctantly I go back and wonder how I’m going to slip out for the evening, without being cornered again. I’ve already successfully been able to stay at my desk the entire day, but I’m not sure how much longer my luck is going to last.

  “Bye, Kinsley,” one of the other secretary’s calls out as she walks by my desk what feels like minutes later.

  Glancing at my computer I see that it’s five o’clock. I quickly go about shutting everything down, and then grab my purse from the bottom of my drawer before I push away from my desk. I quietly attempt to make my way toward the front door.

  When I make my way outside, I let out a sigh of relief. I practically sprint toward my car and lock myself inside as quickly as I can before starting my engine, then I head home.

  It doesn’t take me long to drive toward my house, and once I’m safely parked in my garage, I take a deep cleansing breath to try and relax myself.

  I need wine tonight.

  A hot bath, and wine.

  HEATH

  I see her headlights flash through my window as she turns into her driveway. She’s going to have quite the surprise when she walks into her empty house tonight. I moved everything over to my place while she was at work, not that she had much.

  The only big pieces of furniture she had was a bed, and a small sofa. The bed and sofa I moved into my empty spare room, along with the small television she had. Her clothes and shit I made space for in my closet and have already hung them up.

  I wasn’t fucking around when I said she was moving in with me. She’ll discover quickly that once my mind is made up, once a decision has been made, its pretty fucking hard to change it.

  I wait by the front door, knowing she’ll be marching over here soon. Taking a pull from my beer, I smirk when my motion detectors turn on as she storms up my driveway. Her little fist bangs on my door and I’m unable to stop my chuckle. Turning the hand
le, I open it and look down at her.

  Kinsley’s little turned up nose lifts as her head falls back. “Where are all of my things?” she seethes.

  Slipping my hand around her waist I tug her into the house, slamming the door behind her. Backing her up against the closed door, I lower my head, running my nose alongside hers.

  Hovering my lips directly above hers I don’t kiss her before I speak. “Kinsley, I wasn’t fucking around when I said you were moving in with me. I called Tina, and she has someone that can move in next week. You’re not going back there, again. This is where you belong,” I rasp.

  Her breath pants, her chest rising and falling and all I can think about is tugging her top down and taking her luscious tits in my mouth. Maybe even sliding my cock between them. Dinner is cooking, but I’m not hungry for it anymore, all I want to do is fuck her, every single part of her.

  “You shouldn’t have done that without my knowledge,” she breathes.

  I shrug. It’s all the same to me. Maybe I shouldn’t have, but I did, and it’s over now. Leaning forward I press my lips against hers, finally tasting her sweetness. Kinsley’s mouth opens, allowing me inside of her, and I take from her mouth. My tongue fucks her, as my hips jerk, my cock wishing to fuck her the way my tongue is right now.

  “You hungry, Sugar?” I rasp, my lips trailing down her neck to the top of her chest.

  She giggles, her tits bouncing, and I reach down to my cock and give it a squeeze above my jeans. “Oh yeah, I’m hungry,” she moans.

  Fuck.

  “For food or my cock, first?” I grunt, pressing my hips against her belly.

  She hums, one of her hands sliding up to the back of my neck. “Feed me food so I have the energy and strength for the rest,” she whimpers.